May 6, 2010.

Today i stayed home to spend some time with my boyfriend. I woke up and did my hair and my make up. I argued with my boyfriend about him being jealous when he shouldn't have to be. He knows i am with him forever. But today i went off the deep end. I told him that if he didn't Straighten up and stop all the shit that he does to make me pissed. I admit, i am a girl and i do have my moment when i freak the fuck out when i shouldn't. But i believe that everyone will agree with me that i am getting annoyed that he is always jealous. I do love Jesse with all my heart. He is amazing. He means the world to me. I honestly don't know if i could end our relationship. He is my everything. I love him so much. 

I kind of regret telling him that because it was harsh and mean. He was really upset. Not like mad but really sad that i said that. I guess i never really knew that you can hurt someone that loves you the most so easily. I was just speaking my mind at that moment. I am a very open minded person and i do speak how i feel or what i want to say. So, I'm not afraid to speak my mind. I shouldn't have told him that i would leave him if he didn't stop the shit. I am sorry that i said that. I hope he knows that i love him more then anything in the world. He is my everything. And i have no clue what i would do if i lost him. 

I love you Jesse Bly.

More then anything in the world.